end of it

i dont really know whether the saying of tired people used to be more hot temper and moody is true or not but indeed im one of that people who fulfill this statement very well. after having a good rest of a night today i started my day with the mood of more "clam and stable" one.

finished my class and back to hostel as usual, had ma lunch and we decided to have a tour to a factory near taman U. this is the second days we went out for our design research work and i realized that i cant take it any more. aft getting address from my roommate then we went to that area accordingly to the info.this was the 1st time, i experienced the car of six since the related authority announced that there shall be only five person allow in one car but arif said,why scare@@

we reached there and we found a problem. we dun really know the exact place which's so called factory of wheelbarrow and we keep on turning and turning until all of us kepala pening. fine. we went back to the hardware shop where the boss provided us the address but he wasnt there. luckily his kind-hearted worker knew and he told me that facotry located at 17 jln perdagangan. hooray...

went back to industrial area happily but after 10minutes..wait..there is no such jln perdagangan 17!!! == i was keep asking myself whether i memorized the wrong road but uki heard that too. asking people here and there, and i guess we are all now familiar with the road at the area there yet we still unable to find the factory. searching for an hour or more, nearly gave up. we even use gogle map,gps but fail to find it. uki suggested that why dont we try d road 5. n guess what, we found it! haha..did that consider as SUCCESS? yeah...

going in the “factory", and v realized that it was not manufacturing factory as we thought, it was just hardware supplier.disappointed...after asking few question, we went for some pisang goreng and abc ^^...

d moment i saw my bed, i was like the vampire who desires coffin so much. extremely exhausted! when i woke up, i thought was only 5smth who knew its 7smth. the weather deceive me.

what a meaningless day

没想到

记得星期六去mersing camp时

那一晚，海浪涨潮到很吓人

差不多有3m

那是我有始以来看过最可怕的浪

那时还有一大群人在那里观赏“美景”

幸好我们遇到一群“好心人士”

帮忙我们搬去别位

比较起那些只会看只会讲不会帮的人类

真的很感恩你们

隔天，他们还告诉我们，如果昨晚没搬

就会变成落汤鸡

昨晚，就听到消息

一群钟灵学生与老师在练习龙舟时

发生意外

坦白说，那时赶着功课

我没什么留意

今天上电子新闻阅读

才知道，那些失踪的学生全以罹难

心中那个承重的心情，不懂如何形容

他们，还那么年轻。。。

他们的人生。。。就白白断送了

他们前一天。。。还和他们的家人朋友。。。那么的靠近

如今却。。。

人生无常

就像皮肤

今天很白

明天分分钟就会变黑去

所以，我学会了

珍惜和你们的每一分钟

不值得我去在乎的人类

我也不会再用三字经恭候你们

因为你们不配

愿你们安息了

13

日子久了

记忆退了

我忘记了

它提醒我了

我清醒了

那一天

是夏天。。。

叫我如何忘记

我却该死的差点忘了

天上的云朵

软软的

暖暖的

我爱死了

如果喝酒可以解除寂寞

为何人越喝越寂寞

嗯，我懂了

酒里含有的寂寞

比人的寂寞还要寂寞

何来解除？

遗留的雪之翼，

让它有了回忆

让它有了生命力

那个地方

那里很奇怪

如果你是蹲着，你会像在笼子里的小鸟，困在里面

如果你是站着，你会像获得自由的小鸟，无限视野

我，时而自困，时获自由，矛盾不已

何时，会完全得获自由？

答案，就在我心里~~

暴风，是冷血的，

闪电，是无情的，

吹着暴风，看着闪点

站在那里

我希望 可以是毫无知觉冷血无情的人

那样，就可以，无所顾虑

不是不在乎

只是自己 开始学会了

不去在乎

因为，越是在乎，周边的人也会跟着连累了

受到最大伤害的，却是自己

暴风雨

让我了解了

自己，很渺小

不去强求

不去期待

不去幻想

一切 顺其自然就好

20100101

20091231
last night,i was unable to get in ma dreamland,perhaps i was too excited. Suddenly ma mind came with an idea, sounded ridiculous as a science student,but it might be worth trying as i have to force myself to zzz. 1..2...3....4......n it worked!!!haha...but when i woke,i felt like i wasnt have ample sleep hour, felt sleepy and unable to concentrate on what lecturers said. After finished ma ergo n marketing class, i rushed back to ma hostel,hoped to reach Singapore as soon as i could. Forced myself to have some cookies as lunch on the way to JB. Then i rushed like bull from CS to woodland check point, there was a sudden i felt dizzy and everything seems to be darker than usual. So i tried to speed down. Anyhow, i reached singapore earlier than i expected ;) Brought whitty for "medical check up", luckily after an hour, she is functional (this was what i should felt grateful).
at night,i past d end of 20091231 and d start of 20100101 at Vivo City
well,it was better than ma xmas celebration
at least i got chance to see Singapore's celebrities (live) and firework althought there was a bit over crowded.

As a new start of the year,im glad that whity is under good condition now, although i was kind of sad that i was unable to get the thing i want even i had searched for so many places. May be its a fate for not wanting me to own that. Hmmmm...anyway,wishing this year, i can achieve what i aim to, and wishing everything is going to be good with a good starting of a whole new 2010.

无力

今天一直好想窝在被单里

和cukie玩抱抱

做什么东西都很没劲

全身一直在发冷

记得检查身体时

才发现到自己是属偏向贫血一群的

以前还和ah beh开玩笑说

我们的clinic要名为思(平雪)憓

我现在就真的贫血了 X_X

如果可以，我也不想捐那么多的 =P

希望，明天我可以“有力”去count down

rock the whole night

嗯，就这么决定

今晚就早点睡吧

不过还要赶完我的power point先 T___T

p/s: ah beh,could u still rmb our pin xue clinic's logo?haha...

last 31.5hours for year 2009

最后3天

回顾历史

2006

我们一群朋友（L6B4）

在由于太多mak rempit 的状况下

凌晨两点多去crown jewel barbecue (第一次做那么疯狂的事）

然大家在沙滩上小躺一下

早上在gurney drive 看完日出，才回对面的酒店睡

睡到像猪一样

2007

我们一群朋友（counselling gang）

凌晨一点多在crown jewel barbecue

那晚，mun keong 由于不甘落于人后

打算领先第一

他 勇往直前 一冲而上

差点冲到batu ferringhi去了

结果，他是最后一个到的

wakekekekekeke 笑死我们

ah rong 就差点拿不出隐性眼睛 焦虑不得

还好最后还是成功了 ^(' o ' )

那晚，我第一次在沙滩睡得那么熟

如果不是朋友谈天的声音

我因该可以睡到8点 ^^

可惜那天我们看不到日出

我还做“日光浴”到中午12点

结果，回去就睡得像死人一样

2008

我们一次群朋友（sri + kp楼友）

站在kp8楼那里 望去utm和jb放的烟花（不懂有没有看到星加坡哪里去）

那时，觉得自己好凄凉

2008的最后一刻就那么过去了

那晚，我很早就睡了

因为。。。隔天还要上课 T__T

2009

未知数

但是应该，会比去年好玩吧

此刻努力倒数

2009年最后的三晚。。。