贺祝-钟灵辅导联谊会执行长(陆伟杰)凯旋归来

[wei kit had won the utm mpp election for his faculty today]

恭喜你

你成功了

又迈向你梦想之路一大段了

言之必行，实在难得可贵

想不到当年在help university college台上“乱讲一通”的你

现在竟然慢慢的实现了

以这样的“形势”看来

相信以后在报章上应该不难察觉到你的踪影

有梦想，才有推动力

这是我在你的身上学到的

无奈，我的梦想越来越小 =p

记得新年要请吃啊！

（这是重点）

world class university?

well honestly speaking
im kinda disappointed with my faculty
the very 1st day i reached there,the very 1st day i reached the so call "lecture room"
i was like
are u kidding me?
oh gosh
its even worst than our kuliah in union ==
dont even want to compare with chung ling
and never never compare with Taylor Mnash Inti Nilai Sunway!!!
cant compared at all
if not will #%!&^*(!*) and then vomit blood
the rooms are just like kiddy kiddo study room!
the chairs are "fantastic"!
if you are just a little unconcerned then your things will drop all around and all attention will be focus on you (which is impossible)
letting other know you might either over concentrate towards the lecturer or your soul had flew to mars (the real truth)
maybe this is the way they used to find out flew-out souls' students
okay
i consoled and persuaded myself
you are here,just to study and maybe POSSIBLE get more knowledge ^^
but later i found out one thing seriouly
the aircon might not work properly
what the h***
sigh....
i dont know whether they want to save the electric bill or..?
can you imagine,a mechanical faculty will face such an ass problem oftenly?
its so irony

last sem we faced such problem during our english lecture class,most the time
and this sem i thought it would be the termination
who knew today, we faced it again~~~
gosh
i was like getting Dsypnea
reminding me of the day in the steam room @@
started feeling dizzy...
luckily i was able to hold up until the end of the class

are them tried to go back to ice age phase?
putting students in no aircon and bad ventilation room?
or through such a way student's creativeness will able to inspire as well as innovate their mind?

@@

果然就是要经过127

今天感觉好多了

hmmm

可能刚才做了做些运动 留了汗

虽然，昨晚（其实是刚刚不就）发生了一些不愉快的事

希望当事人可以明了

如果可以，我也不想的 U.U

人类，真的是怕死怕输的

我就在那里见证了这个事实

明明大家都是所谓的“一家人”

可是为什么到最后 还是要分你和我

之前的一起打拼不就自打嘴巴？

大家的年龄加起来，应该都过百了

为何还要那种在人家背后说人家的是非

还要看到我们做些手势

#@$%^%&^*&i

无聊白痴

我说那位小姐，你敢说，就不要怕我们

除非你觉得你在说废话

我轻视你们！！！

其实，根本就完全不管我的事

我不过是为我的朋友感到可惜 ^^

难怪天父不允许我们参加那些活动

真的会死人的

气死 X.x

陆伟杰

我就在这里祝福你

对不起，我可以帮的 就只是那些

最后，当然还是要靠你自己

无论结果如何

其实，你还是从中学习了很多很多

不是吗?

记得，所谓大家以一家人的观点出发

那只有，

在4年前的某个地方 某个人领导着我们

只有那里，只有那群人。。。才会有那个观点

其他的，真的可以省起来

这是我个人看法啦

希望你明天会马到成功/马到功成 凯旋归来 \(^0^)/

too shy by scheok O.O

ex hausted

i thought that i wouldn't be able to wake today
yet i still manage to attend the class ^^
damn tired
until I let me brain under hibernate condition
make it fully blank and clear

and surprising i was able to understand what my engineering science lecture taught

usually i will just take what he said as crapping

well,its my problem indeed

he is a good lect Xp

anyway

f***ing tired and emo today

swear that im not going to steam myself just like what i did to my egg inside the rice cooker anymore

if there is any reasons causing me to lost my weight through steaming

i think mostly probably is due to two reasons

1st,make me headache, dizzy and feel like getting fever

2nd,make me lost my appetite and vomit out food completely that i have taken

its would holly BS if any1 couldn't lost their weight under "i feel like im sick" and "i feel no appetite" condition for long term...even its just once a week

自虐

有时会想

我是不是有自虐倾向？

好像

没事去晒太阳

无聊去吹冷风

胃痛去喝咖啡

爱睡去开夜车

好有数不清的。。。

现在

我的。。。

头好疼！！！

保护层

不懂从何时开始
人们就发明了protector
好像什么都可以protect
最普遍的，莫过于手机电脑的
慢慢的，有mp4，psp，照相机，电视机
从原本的screen protector
到后来的全身protector
protector，无可否认，是个很好的发明
为何？
那样，我们就不用怕我们心爱的东西受到伤害
但是那样，无形间我们就变得没有那么去照顾那些有的protect的地方
而且有protector的地方久了就会弄到整个物品变得很不起眼
有个朋友，他的手机是metallic black 很美
可是，他就放了一层rubber protector
让他的手机变得很。。。失去自我
问他。。。这样不好看，为何还要放？
他说，我自己欣赏不就好了？
试问自己，哪有那么多时间去脱开那个protector然后再慢慢欣赏呢？
或许你会说，“内在”美就好了
其实，我们长期对着的
根本是那层protector layer嘛
都不是那个物品的真实外表
protector花得很离谱了
无所谓啦
protector而已
我的手机很美的叻
你看到的
不过是我的protector烂掉而已

人类的发明
是不是放映了人的思想？
穿着的保护层
无需怕受到伤害
但是却穿到
忘了我们真实的自己？

今天，突然领悟的
脱掉保护层
其实，内在的美
是我从来没有察觉过的
脱掉，原来是那么简单。。。

怪

突然

有些奇怪的感觉

越看越压力

越想越生气

越写越无力

越吸越废气

我是怎么了？

时间越来越近

我

其实好害怕

你到底懂不懂的？

你

一直是我的偶像

只是你不懂

你

已经忘了那刻的恐惧

我正要去经历。。。

早已心理准备了

只是没想过

是那么难过的

白苹果

一直在我的身边

只是它的元气

已没抵抗力 ==lll

end of it

i dont really know whether the saying of tired people used to be more hot temper and moody is true or not but indeed im one of that people who fulfill this statement very well. after having a good rest of a night today i started my day with the mood of more "clam and stable" one.

finished my class and back to hostel as usual, had ma lunch and we decided to have a tour to a factory near taman U. this is the second days we went out for our design research work and i realized that i cant take it any more. aft getting address from my roommate then we went to that area accordingly to the info.this was the 1st time, i experienced the car of six since the related authority announced that there shall be only five person allow in one car but arif said,why scare@@

we reached there and we found a problem. we dun really know the exact place which's so called factory of wheelbarrow and we keep on turning and turning until all of us kepala pening. fine. we went back to the hardware shop where the boss provided us the address but he wasnt there. luckily his kind-hearted worker knew and he told me that facotry located at 17 jln perdagangan. hooray...

went back to industrial area happily but after 10minutes..wait..there is no such jln perdagangan 17!!! == i was keep asking myself whether i memorized the wrong road but uki heard that too. asking people here and there, and i guess we are all now familiar with the road at the area there yet we still unable to find the factory. searching for an hour or more, nearly gave up. we even use gogle map,gps but fail to find it. uki suggested that why dont we try d road 5. n guess what, we found it! haha..did that consider as SUCCESS? yeah...

going in the “factory", and v realized that it was not manufacturing factory as we thought, it was just hardware supplier.disappointed...after asking few question, we went for some pisang goreng and abc ^^...

d moment i saw my bed, i was like the vampire who desires coffin so much. extremely exhausted! when i woke up, i thought was only 5smth who knew its 7smth. the weather deceive me.

what a meaningless day

没想到

记得星期六去mersing camp时

那一晚，海浪涨潮到很吓人

差不多有3m

那是我有始以来看过最可怕的浪

那时还有一大群人在那里观赏“美景”

幸好我们遇到一群“好心人士”

帮忙我们搬去别位

比较起那些只会看只会讲不会帮的人类

真的很感恩你们

隔天，他们还告诉我们，如果昨晚没搬

就会变成落汤鸡

昨晚，就听到消息

一群钟灵学生与老师在练习龙舟时

发生意外

坦白说，那时赶着功课

我没什么留意

今天上电子新闻阅读

才知道，那些失踪的学生全以罹难

心中那个承重的心情，不懂如何形容

他们，还那么年轻。。。

他们的人生。。。就白白断送了

他们前一天。。。还和他们的家人朋友。。。那么的靠近

如今却。。。

人生无常

就像皮肤

今天很白

明天分分钟就会变黑去

所以，我学会了

珍惜和你们的每一分钟

不值得我去在乎的人类

我也不会再用三字经恭候你们

因为你们不配

愿你们安息了

13

日子久了

记忆退了

我忘记了

它提醒我了

我清醒了

那一天

是夏天。。。

叫我如何忘记

我却该死的差点忘了

天上的云朵

软软的

暖暖的

我爱死了

如果喝酒可以解除寂寞

为何人越喝越寂寞

嗯，我懂了

酒里含有的寂寞

比人的寂寞还要寂寞

何来解除？

遗留的雪之翼，

让它有了回忆

让它有了生命力

那个地方

那里很奇怪

如果你是蹲着，你会像在笼子里的小鸟，困在里面

如果你是站着，你会像获得自由的小鸟，无限视野

我，时而自困，时获自由，矛盾不已

何时，会完全得获自由？

答案，就在我心里~~

暴风，是冷血的，

闪电，是无情的，

吹着暴风，看着闪点

站在那里

我希望 可以是毫无知觉冷血无情的人

那样，就可以，无所顾虑

不是不在乎

只是自己 开始学会了

不去在乎

因为，越是在乎，周边的人也会跟着连累了

受到最大伤害的，却是自己

暴风雨

让我了解了

自己，很渺小

不去强求

不去期待

不去幻想

一切 顺其自然就好

20100101

20091231
last night,i was unable to get in ma dreamland,perhaps i was too excited. Suddenly ma mind came with an idea, sounded ridiculous as a science student,but it might be worth trying as i have to force myself to zzz. 1..2...3....4......n it worked!!!haha...but when i woke,i felt like i wasnt have ample sleep hour, felt sleepy and unable to concentrate on what lecturers said. After finished ma ergo n marketing class, i rushed back to ma hostel,hoped to reach Singapore as soon as i could. Forced myself to have some cookies as lunch on the way to JB. Then i rushed like bull from CS to woodland check point, there was a sudden i felt dizzy and everything seems to be darker than usual. So i tried to speed down. Anyhow, i reached singapore earlier than i expected ;) Brought whitty for "medical check up", luckily after an hour, she is functional (this was what i should felt grateful).
at night,i past d end of 20091231 and d start of 20100101 at Vivo City
well,it was better than ma xmas celebration
at least i got chance to see Singapore's celebrities (live) and firework althought there was a bit over crowded.

As a new start of the year,im glad that whity is under good condition now, although i was kind of sad that i was unable to get the thing i want even i had searched for so many places. May be its a fate for not wanting me to own that. Hmmmm...anyway,wishing this year, i can achieve what i aim to, and wishing everything is going to be good with a good starting of a whole new 2010.